Title: Goodbye to the Circus
By: Shin-chan
Pairings: 3x4
Warning: LEMON, pov changes, sorta fluffy
Archive: Please....
Date: 9/14/00
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Please be gentle, this is my first lemon, and also my second attept at a 3x4. I heard this song it I just knew it would make a great fic. C & C welcomed, flames with be fed to my dragon, Ryuu.
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"Quotes/lyrics"
'thoughts'
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"It's time to turn out the light
"This has been such a beautiful night
"We've served you a lot of delight
"And some really wonderful sights"

I look back sadly at the tents and the people gathered about. They all treated me like family and, now that I think about it, they are, in some messed-up psychotic way. I know I'll see them again, so I'm not allowing myself to get extremely emotional. A hug here, a handshake and nod there, I say my farewells.

"My friend, this is the end
"So long and see you soon again
"Bye bye, kissing you hi
"We will be back together"

I look over at the Frenchman, my Frenchman. He finishes his goodbyes and sits down next to me. i reach across the truck's cab and reinsuringly lay my small hand over his larger one. He glances over at me, bright emerald eyes sad, and turns the key, starting the truck.

"Goodbye to the circus
"We hope you enjoyed the show
"Now it's nearly at the end.
"But we will be back, you know.
"It will be back, you know
"It will be back, you know."

I watch the truck slowly drive away, tears forming in my eyes. I feel a strong hand on my shoulder and look back, it the manager. I can see now that everyone's slowly drifting of to their own tents. He smiles sadly, " we will see him again, Cathy. After all he is like family." I simply nod.

"You have given us all of the best
"You are beating inside our chest
"Staying with us as time has gone by
"Give us hope when the tide was high"

I look over at the little blonde as he places his hand over mine, his aqua eyes gentle. After a few hours of driving, the blonde yawns and snuggles up next to me. I smile gently at him and gently slide my arm around him. I yawn, realizing the phrase 'yawns are contagious', and begin scanning the side of the road for somewhere to pull over. I stop, spotting a place and park the truck. After turning off the truck, I gather the Arab up in my arms, giving the silky blonde hair a light kiss. he looks up at me and blinks sleepily. I smile and kiss him lightly, "goodnight, mon petit ange."

"My friend, this is the end
"So long and see you soon again
"Bye bye, kissing you hi
"We will be back together"

I look up at him sleepily and see his smile, 'you look so much better when you smile,' I think. He kisses my forehead lightly and I lean my head against his shoulder. His arms tighten around my waist as I look up at him and smile, nuzzling his neck. He slips a slim hand up the back of my shirt, gently stroking my back, running his slender fingers over my spine. I reach a hand up and run my fingers through his hair as I kiss him gently, snuggling closer.

"Goodbye to the circus
"We hope you enjoyed the show
"Now it's nearly at the end
"But we will be back you know"

'He's so perfect, so innoccent... like an angel. How was I lucky enough to have him love me, a nobody,' I pull him closer to me, upon feeling his slight weight shift in my lap. He smiles up at me, my hand slips under the back of his shirt amost by their own will. I run my fingers over his silky skin and kisses him gently. He tangles his fingers in my hair and moves closer to me. He parts his lips slightly, allowing me to explore the sweet recess. My hands slip down the cup his ass as his arms circle about my neck.

"The band played on, from dusk til dawn
"And time is almost gone
"The beat goes on, it's almost gone
"This music marathon."

We kiss for what seems like hours, but I know it's not been that long. When we part, he softly puts a hand to my chest, silently asking if I wanted to continue. I let my hand drop from his shoulder, down his side, and hook my thumb around a beltloop, playing my fingers over the smooth skin just above it. He accepts the answer and slowly begins unbuttoning my shirt, kissing the skin underneath, button-by-button. I slip my hands under his turtleneck, caressing his flat stomach. He tosses my shirt aside and begins to lavish my chest with his affection. He gasps as I slip a hand down his extremely tight jeans, caressing his hardness with feather-light touches.

"It will be back, you know.
"It will be back, you know"

His touch is electifying, so light and innocent and sweet. Gently I lift him up and lay him down on the seats. He looks up at me with his big almost-sea-green eyes and smiles, inviting me to continue. I lean down and take his mouth for my own. We hesitantly break the kiss, only to remove my turtleneck, and the continue. He gently curls his arm arms around me as I slip my tongue into that sweet recess called his mouth.

"So goodbye to the circus
"We hope you enjoyed the show
"Now it's nearly at the end
"But we will be back, you know."

I run my hands up and down his back, gently tracing the faint scars there. He looks down at me, his dark emerald eyes asking permision. ever so gentle and considerate, that's my Trowa. I smile and gently pull him closer. He leans down on an elbow, runing his other hand down my side, fingers flitting over the catch on my khakis, I kiss him firmly. He hooks his thumb around the waistband of my pants, giving them a slight tug. I lift my hips slightly, allowing him to slide my khakis off and let out a soft whimper as his hand lightly brushes my silk-covered erection. I feel his lips smile as he places his hand on the bulge. I slide a hand down his back, over his hips, teasing his side and thigh with my fingertips. He squirms a little as I slide my hand to the inside of his thighs, brushing the tight crotch of his jeans. In response he gently slips off my silk boxers, allowing my length to spring up. I gently thumb the button on his oh-so-tight jeans open and unzip them.

"So goodbye to the circus
"We hope you enjoyed the show
"Now its nearly at the end
"But we will be back, you know"

I feel him work me jeans down my legs and slip his soft hands into my briefs. His hand encircles my length, lightly caressing and squeezing. I give a low groan and thrust downwards slightly. He chuckles sultrly and slips off the briefs. now we both are bare, he looks exactly like an angel, and to me he is. He pulls me down ontop of himself, chest-to-chest, groin-to-groin. I press my lips to his, our tongues battling for control. He makes a grab for something in his pants. I find out moments later when I feel his slicken hand close around my throbbing length. I look down at him astonished.

"We will be back, you know
"We will be back, you know"

He looks down at me, green eyes wide, I smile up at him. He quietly asks, his voice low and husky, "are you sure?" I nod and spread my legs, twining them around his. His hand reachas mine, capturing some of the cool lube with his fingers. He kisses me fiercly as I feel a long, slim finger enter me. I give a small gasp as that finger hits a sweet spot. he quickly slips a second, and finally a third in. My breath is now coming in gasps and groans as his finges slowly, methodically, thrust in and out. Suddenly they're gone and I look up at him, deep aqua eyes beging for him to continue. He shifts slightly and I feel something significatly larger than a finger at my opening. He looks down at me and kisses me softly as he gently thrusts into me. I cry out into him mouth, partially in pain, partially in pleasure. I can feel him kiss a tear away. He stays motionless, eyes wide, about to say something. I cut him off whimpering "please..." and wraping my legs around his waist. He kisses me again ans slowly, rythmicly, begins thrusting. I let out a series of whimpers and push back against him, taking in his full length. I hear him cry out my name in suprise. He snakes his hand between us, grasping my hardness. He starts stroking me in time with his thrusts. He starts repeatedly hitting that sweet spot, spending jolts of peasure through my body. I can feel his pace getting more desperate and needy, as I feel the pressure building up within me. I cry out as I clamp down around him, feeling the waves of ecstacy and the wet heat between us. My release pushes him over, comming instide me and collapsing. Shakily he rolls off of me, drawing me into his arms. He burries his face in my hair and whispers, "mon petit angel, je vous aime, pour toujours." I smile and nuzzle him, "as I love you too." Slowly we drift off to sleep, holding each other.

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Yatta! Do you know how HARD it is to write this in a boring chem class with a nosy teacher and classmates? Grrrr... C & C despertly wanted. Gomen if this is extremely sucky and OOC and confusing and corny but, after all this IS my first lemon. ;)
~*~Shin-Chan~*~